My house seriously almost caught on fire! I lit two candles in my room,,, one on my dresser the other on my vanity-desk! Went about my normal routine, batheing the boys, reading to them, brushed our teethand got them in bed. Then I went straight down stairs to get on this computer. After being down here about 5 min. I started to smell "camp fire" smell. I ran up stairs to see a 1 and half foot flame ON MY VANITY Desk! It was my make up bag on fire!!! NOW I am starting to remember WHY! Earlier in the night I threw my make up bag toward my vanity and missed, it fell on the floor so I picked it up and "threw it" on my vanity totally absent mindly that there was acandle burning up there! I almost panicked but I literally told my self, "Stay Calm!" I remembered what we learned at O's fire safety class at HeadStart... I blotted it out with a towel that was handy near by!
OMG! THEN IT GOT SMOKEY FAST! BUT- I had got it out enough that I knew it wasn't going to burn the house down! I was shaking and kept saying "OMG, THANK YOU GOD,,, OMG!!!!" THEN I grabbed the whole burned, smoking mess of a makeup bag (WITH ALL MY MAKE UP!) and threw it outside on the deck! I kicked snow on it (and it smoldered for over 10 minutes!)I ran back up stairs and jerked open the windows but the smoke was VERY stinky! Must have been my make up brushes and the plastics I bet! I cleaned up by vaccuming up burnt crumbs, scrubbing on my vanity which has a huge black burn mark and spraying LOTS of fabreeze! I'm too scared to litea candle to help with the stink so I opened more windows and got a couple fans going! AGH! what a scary night! I was going to go to bed early BUT NOW I need to wait for the adrenaline to slow down so I can go to sleep! (The BOYS never woke up!)
THANK YOU LORD FOR WATCHING OVER US, TEACHING ME A LESSON AND HELPING ME KEEP MY COOL TO DO THE RIGHT THING! AMEN
GOOD NIGHT!
Dear Journal,
Yesterday was NewYears Eve, it was so fun!!! I had a Sleepover with my 2 Best Friends, Jessie and Jaimie I think there the coolest most awesomest people in the world and we just had a sleepover and it was so cool and fun! But there are so many more things to talk about in my life ...
One day I almost got Killed by a Car ... twice, one time was i was at a park i live really close by and i was there with one of my friendsi was in the middle of a parking lot and a yellow car comes! FASTER! My friend pushed me out of the parking lot and kinda saved my life.
The other time i was with my same friend and i was on my bike i was about to cross a really busy street i looked right, then left, then right again, i got ready to cross the street ... i turned around into the street, and there was a car one foot away from me! So i was thinking my friend was EVIL ... jk, but im not friends with her anymore ...
Her name it Katarina, she was a good friend before 6th Grade, now she's a mean brat and i hate her, she brags every day and she's spoild. She wrote a E-mail saying that she wont be friends with us anymore ... and yet still she's bags us each day for us to be her friend, its really dumb and i hate it!!! Grrrrrr lol
Soon my face will be wet everyday, my eyes will be red and of course i'll be sad for the rest of my life ... one of my Bff's are going to a different school next year, im gonna be so sad, im gonna miss her so much ... her name is jessie, she has always been a good friend to me but i hope our friendship will never end, I hope she will be happy and make new friends at her new school, but i will always miss her!
HAPPY NEW YEARS !!! This year is going to be a challenge. But I am looking forward to it.
1. Quit Smoking! Quit Smoking! Quit Smoking!
2. Kick ass in LVN program!
3. Exercise at least 30 minutes a day!
4. Get at least 7 hours of sleep at night.
5. Take Real Estate Principles Final Exam
6. Order and take R.E Practice and R.E Finance book/tests
7. Take and PASS Real Estate Exam
8. Keep on AdvertisingFDI websites!
So... a warm hearty welcome to 2008!
Whisper in your ear,
Kiss on your lips,
Beat in your heart,
Gleem in your eye,
Sweetness on your tongue,
Look for me and that is where you will find me. ~IvoryAngel
Welcome to "My World" Sit down and stay awhile once you enter you will never be the same again.
im a little angry but for me being grounded of the phone they say i go on it to much its bc there is nothing better in my life! i mean i do hang out with my best friends but seriously i have these two worst enimies Katarina and Kristina and like they are like torchering me! ok see i have this crush on this guy Jake and he goes to my school but i tlak to him on the cp and like they say things to him about me that arent true and they say that i am mean well u know what if they wnat me to be mean then i will! its as simple as that its not like brain surgery if they think that im a jerk let them see how im gonna be now im not some braty girl who walks around doing this but i not some innocent baby who is gonna be pushed around by the evil twins! yea there twins double themean double the torcher double the hate! see this is all what happened see me and my best friends Brooke and Jessie we never liked he to much drama and she told us our bads not goods so if i said she had a nice shit she would say u dont. she is the biggest jerk i know and then she says that she is to good for us (so to speak) in an email and goes i have better ppl to be around so we agreed and she comes crawling back saying im so sorry and we didnt forgive her we said your loss and this is how this happened now they are out to get us and they will do anything that they can to make our lives a living nightmare and i completely dispise them for that i mean really who would do that?!?! defenitly not me but on the bright side i got my friends by my side which makes it extra special! see i have a lot of ups and downs in my life but i got my friends but the biggest fown in my life was when i was by myself alone with no friends in fifth grade where the drama started see now im in sixth grade free of drama but in fifth it was drama drama drama lol i had to deal with Kattie more then ever she turned the whole entire school againest me twice she made everyone think i was a whore and a cheater and i got called a whore and other things but i didnt even do anything see she would pick one person to pick on and that was always me and Danielle Gray now see Danelle moved away from the drama and went to Brittany and now they are our friends now but back then i went back with Kattie and forgave her more then enough! then she betrayed me again and i didnt except the apoligy which was this year and im so glad that i didnt! and now another trip down the stairs of sad! my best friend in my whole life Jesica is moving to a different school its the worst thing that had ever happened to me! but thats all of today and the past explaining me and my up and down life!
It's a new year you should be very happy right? well i was except for i had broken up with the best boyfriend I ever had December 31, 2007 Tyler Jackson he was so sweet but i couldnt stay together with him.
January 1, 2008 new years MORNING as soon as it was 12:00 am i shouted HAPPY NEW YEARS and I LOVE CODY... cody is this guy who i've dated off and on for 3 years we've been through so much and i love him dearly but we could never seem to make our relationship work right... but eventually we will be able to be together like we want. but anyway...
i went to sleep about 12:30am and woke up about 11:00 i was still tired tho.. so i got up and got something to eat... then i went to my bed and watched some movies i watched TWO WEEKS NOTICE good movies if you havent watched you should...and i watched DECK THE HALLS hilarious movie i loved it!!!
then i called tyler about 10 pm or so and talked to him for a while about random stuff.... then cody called about 12 or so... so i talked o him for about 20 min. and he told me he loved me and he wanted to be with me when we got older!! i was so happy... i went to sleep about 1 am.
Two weeks ago i worked with a Dr that was totally flirting with me. He asked for my info; knowing that he only meant my business info, i decided to write down my personal number too. I honestly didnt think he was going to call. for all i know, he could've been married.. But a week later , couple days after xmas he had called me. I didnt answer the phone cuz i didnt recognize the number. When i listened to the voice mail.. i freaked out. my stomach started turn into knots and i started sweating. It took me about a half an hour to calm my nerves but i finally called him. When he answered the phone, all those worries went away.. He was just so cool. and he had asked me out!
Friday night, he picks me up and the first comment out of his mouth is how amazing i look. Steven cleaned up nice himself. He's not very tall, clean cut hair, and stylish glasses. Very casual dress wear- jeans, button up shirt, and leather jacket. Because he is a Dr. for some reason i just assumed that he would have some nice type of car- benz, bmw, lexus.. something. But no, he had a Honda accord. It was kinda.. refreshing. Maybe because i was stressing that I was going to go out on a date with a doctor, and he turned out to be so down to earth.
We went for a little drive, trying to decide what we were going to eat. We decided on Sushi on the Rock in Encinitas. We had a Slippery When Went roll, catapillar roll, and 2 oyster shooters. and 2 large sapparos. haha It was very good. We sat across from eachother and liked looking at eachother. we talked about our travels and little random things but i just remember laughing a whole lot. We even help hends while talking. When we left, he wanted to take a little walk to kinda sober up. We ended up at Border's bookstore. we looked at books and talked so more. I found him really funny. They way he says things, is kinda dickhead-ish asshole way, but funny. I find that endearing, probably because I am the same way.
Decided to go back to my house. I really really wanted to kiss him. His kisses were nice. Not sloppy at all. I didnt think I was going to have sex with him but he just felt absolutely fabulous. I took him upstairs and i must say that being with him felt right. The way he held me as he was inside me. Not too big and definitely not small. He had this animalistic grunt and yell when he would cum. It was sexy- made me want him more. We had sex twice, before trying to fall asleep. He was thoughtful to turn on the heater earlier for me when i was cold, but we forgot to turn it down after. I think we both had a hard time sleeping. It was just so hot, and he had told me that he couldnt sleep very much and he didnt want to make me cold so he didnt turn down the thermostat. How thoughtful.
I got woken up around 5am by him. I absolutely LOVE wake up morning sex. It is the best. We probably had 3-4 rounds of morning sex before he left around 11am. He had to go to the hospital and do rounds and go to the gym, but he had said that he wanted to watch the patriots vs giants game with me. I thought that was the best idea ever.
He came back around 5pm and we got some beer and Mexican food. He had told me that he hadn't done drive thru in ages and that I would have to help him out. I thought it was totally cute. When the lady at the window gave him his change, he started to put his car in drive. I had to remind him that we didnt have the food yet. It gave me a good laugh.
We watched the awesome game that was NFL history. The giants would've won if Eli hadnt been Eli.
We were both exhausted from the night/earlier day, so we went to bed early. Bed, not to sleep. We had sex nice and slow. Very sensual. Was feeling every part of his body. He has more hair that I'm used to. But i find it sexy, i can run my fingers thru them haha.. he's not completely gross hairy- i dunnoo, i just like it.. I dont know what time he woke me up again but once again, great morning sex. That feeling is go great. We watched the jax/hou game in the morning. He was procrastinating but he really had to go to the hospital for rounds. I was really sad to see him go, yet so happy that I had such a fucking awesome weekend.
He had told me that i was beautiful, sexy, smart and a little silly. i think thats a good thing. Hopefully it is.
the San Diego Chargers beat the sorry ass Raiders. 30-17. See ya Tennessee in the playoffs!!!
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cancermoonchild 45, Female, California, USA - 32 entries
